Heart On My Sleeve Like It's the New Fashion

My facebook statuses have not made any sense to anyone this week, except me. It's annoying when people chat and say "You sound depressed."

I wouldn't say depressed. Depressed is a strong word, not necessary to be thrown around like people tend to do these days.

I've just got alot of emotions, raw emotions..



Elaborations on current Facebook status: The guy I can't be exclusive with? He finds these songs... really they are everywhere.. these songs I have never listened to until he pastes their lyrics on his Quotes.. They speak of our situation. I've heard songs like these.. the ones where you feel sorry for the writer. The writer is the hero, the guy all the listeners support. The other person they write the song about becomes the nemesis, the guy we all love to hate, in this case the guy we all "wish would give the writer a chance".
It turns out, I am the nemesis, the guy on the other side of the song. I am the guy I dislike for the writer, I am the guy I wish would give the writer a chance.
I just can't bring myself to do it.

Subject switch...
I went to a baseball game with a friend. He tells me "ill stick with ya, kirb. im loyal". That sounds good. But does he know what he means when he says that.

I realize I am just as bad as others, maybe I am not the "bestest friend ever"... I have one thing gnawing at my ankles. One thing I did that I am ashamed of. Maybe I will announce it one day, but probably not. I made a mistake, barely anyway, but I still made it.

Also maybe one day I'll talk about my sister. It's more her life, but it affects mine greatly.

Subject switch...
I realize I sound a little (as us echoboomers say) "emo" lately, but what are we as people if we do not express our emotions. I have to find answers to my problems somehow. It's semi public, but I censor some of what I say.

as Lil Wayne says... " Excuse my French, emotion in my passion, but I wear my heart on my sleeve, like it's the new fashion."